Showing posts with label Relapse. Show all posts
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Thursday, February 4, 2010

Coveting

I just looked a thinspo, something I know I'm not supposed to do, nor do I advocate in anyway, but it's something that sometimes I catch myself looking at.

And I realized just how much I want hip bones and ribs and a spine back again. And a clavicle! Ah! A clavicle and hip bones would be divine! Especially if my underwear would just sit on my hip bones and there would be a space between my underwear and my skin! Ah! How I wish!

And I want a concave stomach! With my ribs exposed. That would be absolutely marvelous. Because then my clavicle would be defined and amazing and it would look awesome.

Oh I am so covetous of people with hip bones right now. Especially because I am a huge whale at the moment. I need to go on like a diet or something. Some massive not eating spree. Maybe I should just drink water for the next few days......

Oh I want exposed hip bones so bad right now!